When Fire Became a Voice: A Vietnam Veterans Reflection, Poem “To Be Heard” by Richard Epstein

Some moments from war never leave the people who witnessed them. In this poem, an Army veteran reflects on protesters who set themselves on fire during the Vietnam War- acts of unbearable courage and anguish that challenged soldiers and civilians alike.

During a month of brutal immigration crackdowns by ICE mercenaries in Minneapolis, where even US citizens found themselves swept up, detained, and in two cases murdered, we have entered a time where this type of protest may once again cross people’s minds in a desperate attempt for their protest to be heard.

To Be Heard

Kindle in our Hearts, O God, the flame of that love which never ceases, that it may burn in us, giving light to others. St. Columba (521-597)

Richard Epstein Poem

To Be Heard

May 11, 1970, one month after

the invasion of Cambodia, one week

after Kent State, fourth-year UCSD student

George Winne Jr., tied gasoline-soaked rags

to his body, ignited them, then ran. He carried a sign

which read: “In God’s Name, End this War>”

In death may I be heard.

                        May 16, 1967, thirty-three-year-old,

college graduate, teacher, and Buddhist Nun,

Nhat Chi Mai, wrote to her parents to explain

her intentions and send a strong admonishment

and final plea for Peace to President Lyndon Johnson.

She kneeled and placed two small statues

Of the Virgin Mary and Kwan Yin* to gaze upon

From her robe she retrieved a poem “My Intention”

then slowly poured a can of accelerant over her body

and set herself on fire. Among the eleven letters she wrote,

she left this:

            “Offering my body as a torch,

            May it bring light to the ignorant,

May it awaken men’s feelings,

May it bring Peace to Vietnam.

I pray that I will be brave and calm,

sitting amidst the flames.

The one who burns for Peace”

In my death, may I be heard.

            March 16,1965, eighty-two-year-old

            Quaker and activist Alice Jeanette Herz

            set herself on fire on a quiet street in Detroit.

            “To be heard,” she explained. She marched,

            protested, and wrote countless articles and letters.

            This would be her last act of protest.

            In death, may I be heard.

                        November 10, 1965, twenty-two-year-old

                        anti-war activist and member of the

                        Catholic Worker Movement, Roger

                        LaPorte, sat in a meditative pose, doused

                        himself with gasoline, and set himself on

                        fire in front of the UN to protest U.S.

                        involvement in Viet Nam.

                        In death, may I be heard.

                                    November 2, 1965, 31-year-old

                                    Quaker, inti-war pacifist and father of

                                    three, Norman Morrison, doused

himself with kerosene and set himself

on fire at the Pentagon in Washington,

DC. In death, may I be heard.

            One life for each to give.

            Who stands if Freedom fall?

            (Rudyard Kipling)

*Kwan Yin: Translated: “The One Who Perceives the Sounds of the World.” Chinese Mahayana                Bodhisattva.

Published with permission of author. Taken from Richard Epsteins book I Remember

This is Richard Epstein’s third book of poetry about war and Viet Nam. His time overseas had a major impact on his life as revealed by his poetry. Richard continues to encourage other veterans to tell their stories. To share their past with family, friends, neighbors, and strangers; to let others know of their sacrifice in service to their country.

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